No Worries

I'm having quite a hard time at the moment. This is going to sound ridiculous, but having spent the past 11 months or so in a permanent state of worry and anxiety, I am finding it very difficult now that I'm, er, not.

I have nothing to worry about.

Seriously. Money is sorted now, bills get paid, and we'll gradually have more and more left over for fun. God, we've even started PAYING BACK our debts instead of just paying the minimum payments! Next month some money will actually find it's way into my savings account!

So now that I'm no longer panicking about money and running sums aound in my head 24 hours a day, I'm finding it impossible to relax. How does relaxing work? I think I came close for an hour or so yesterday when I was lying around in the garden with a few beers and a few friends, but it's been so long that I'm not quite sure.

Don't get me wrong though: I do LIKE not worrying. I'm just still learning how to do it.