Fast Forward, Stop, Rewind

So, up until five minutes ago I was feeling pretty positive. I've been looking into going back to teacher training to teach English as a Foreign Language, I've been writing again, and I've signed up to learn Russian from January (long time ambition, no clue why but I've always fancied speaking Russian. Probably a Bond girl fantasy thing).

But then He just rang to say He was going out after work again. Which is exactly what happened last week prompting the whole 'I am miserable as fuck and have no friends'.

Another Friday night in front of the telly alone. Fucking great.