Indecision

I am having second thoughts about posting the Ballad of Mookmoo and Beano. I'm going to think about it over my weekend away.

I don't feel like myself at the moment, to be honest. I need this time away to get my head sorted. God knows what's wrong with me. It's not that I'm unhappy, because I'm not. I'm just... restless. And a bit fucked off with everything, if truth be told.

The problem is, whenever I've felt like this before, I've moved on. Just upped and gone and made a change. But now that there isn't just me anymore, and it's not as simple as just packing my bags and leaving, I don't have a solution.

Although some would argue that running away and starting again isn't a solution anyway.

Hmmmm.

Don't get worried - I'm not about to leave Him, not in a million years. I just need a change. I'm boooooooooooooooored (and immature and self-indulgent, I know).

Anyway, to Brighton tomorrow for a long weekend. See you chaps on Monday/Tuesday.