I Get What I Want and I Never Want It Again
All my life I’ve fought, clawed and manipulated my way to getting the things I thought I really wanted, and none of those things have ever actually made me happy. For example: working in magazines, McTotty, Beano, Evil Jon (he doesn’t deserve a name change), my first job in advertising…
The things that HAVE made me happy have been purely chance and accident. For example: working in Malaysia, meeting Him despite us living 100 miles away from each other and having nothing but one person in common in practical terms, falling into this job after being sacked from the job I really worked hard for but hated, taking a chance on one more house viewing when we were about to give up and finding our gorgeous house…
Maybe it’s a sign for me to stop trying to grab at the things I mistakenly seem to want, and let the things I need come to me.
And God/Fate/The Universe/Whoever, if you need any ideas then a fat book deal, a recording contract, and a £25,000 scratchcard win would be nice.
The things that HAVE made me happy have been purely chance and accident. For example: working in Malaysia, meeting Him despite us living 100 miles away from each other and having nothing but one person in common in practical terms, falling into this job after being sacked from the job I really worked hard for but hated, taking a chance on one more house viewing when we were about to give up and finding our gorgeous house…
Maybe it’s a sign for me to stop trying to grab at the things I mistakenly seem to want, and let the things I need come to me.
And God/Fate/The Universe/Whoever, if you need any ideas then a fat book deal, a recording contract, and a £25,000 scratchcard win would be nice.
posted by Mookmoo at 12:53 pm
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